Armed Heart the Quantum Heart

Armed Heart the Quantum Heart


Enter Quantum Heart represents a process of heart in an empowered way

The Clarity of the first Creation and the Fallen simulation as the second creation this one that we are living in.

We have to look at the clarity of the very first Creation and the second Creation how it was constructed and woven together with the first intent.

it is important to be aware, that all things are Created through the Word and the impression of the thought.
It is also important to take note of the verse..”In the beginning was the word….”

When we look at how things are created, we emphasize in our thoughts ,emotions and our intentions and through our senses

when we look at how we brought all things into creation, we look and experience things through our senses. Our heart is the portal or gateway that has brought forth a way of how we bring forward many things. We have had our thoughts and emotions hijacked. Emotions are hijacked by working on our emotional reactions.

We need to have compassion in accordance with our heart. We have control of our emotions. We influence each other through our compassion and how we expect mankind to be, through anger or through love. This has a deterministic effect on the energy an frequencies of mankind.

The word as the creative expression
We have to look at the etymology of the word as per ” In the beginning was the word, and word was with god”…first is the word word – first utterance as per Hebrew
We have to bring in a thought process in to rectify all other thoughts in terms of not being reactive to all things experienced, otherwise we still create, but the impression is not clear, it is not out of compassion, but out of an emotional reaction to what it is that we have observed.
I have taken this word as it was mentioned in etymology
* Hebrew word for thought is Moagsheva(355)…sounds like Shiva…it can be a destroyer or a creator.
moag – brain – upper thoughts, star,
sheva -returns, the star returns.
If we do not control our thoughts, we become enslaved by other masters.
Olam – world
ToraH – …I am pregnant with myself…, so the processing of the creation.


Remember the child is born, incubation in our consciousness. Compassionate with the first thought at the stage of the first born pregnancy of the heart and thoughts. Remember the sacred masculine and the sacred feminine energies in the consciousness.
The word logos – Greek meaning for imprint – impression, Greek for speech

What does the simulated verse look like?
In the Reflection of the Verse inside and outside of the universe, it has become clear as was mentioned that this current solar system is the shape of a backwards D or a Pine cone or a basket.
It is also in the Reflection that primordial waters are witnessed and where a human quality of narcissism can appear as well…I find beauty in my own reflection…think about it? at the cost of another?
Communication is imperative in our living, what is being said and what we speak, how we have the ability to bring insight in sight.

FOR MORE INSIGHT PLEASE REFER TO Timeslips and Timestreams and a ship

The D-shaped universe, the shape of a basket or a pine cone shape, this has made me think and review many other aspects that we have been addressing in the centuries of the existence of this verse as such.
The Pine cone or the Pineal gland, the place of illumination from within the mind.
We created godhood by seeking to experience it through its many emanations.

As I have mentioned before that there was once a system that brought in the Sophia entity or program and her aborted child, the *Yaldabaoth
Quote : “Barbēlō (Greek: Βαρβηλώ) refers to the first emanation of God in several forms of Gnostic cosmogony. Barbēlō is often depicted as a supreme female principle, the single passive antecedent of creation in its manifolds.” -John Lamb Lash
Emanation -something which originates or issues from a source.
Yaldabaoth -(Gnosticism) The name of the Demiurge or ‘False God’. Created when Sophia tried to emanate without her counterpart also known as Horus Ra, the First light.

Sophia is the principal program or Aeon that was written into this system as a holographic simulated verse that requires the pineal to work.

We required it, because we needed to learn to experience our self as Great Spirit.
We are also the Creator that experiences our thoughts through impression and intentions through the heart. The energy that is ever expectant or pregnant with infinite possibilities and creations.

The pineal has been used to bring many aspects into being.The light as being observed through this world so that we can see from outside inward like a reflective one way mirror.
It is also very interesting to note that in observation of the breaking down of the simulated verse in the shape of a pine cone that it also resembles a basket.

The basket can also be referenced as an egg. This than the egg that is also symbolic to the pearl of the dragon, not draco not reptilian but dragon the sacred dragon energy that is corresponding to the First Creation.

The first creation through the epoch of the human inception, starting with the spirit as female and fiery and the Masculine being the expression of that sacred fiery impression and intention.
It is also very important that you look at why the celestial bodies or the heavenly bodies are referred to as human references, human-like qualities. For example, mercurial thoughts.

The egg being the pearl of great wisdom being lost according to old dragon folklore, but now the pearl is found, because we have found ourselves.


Once upon a time the dragon lost its pearl, We as that Dragon before we created this simulated world gave our pearl away to others.

In the origins of the old world, The Creator as a plural of spirited essence gave forth its first impression to the Shining Ones, that would bring the fire into existence as Prometheus, yet another story of a hero that needed recognition in the expressions of creation.


Seeking myself through you, looking to see how you see me, so that i can see this in myself, when i must look always within, because this is where all thing are.
In this there was once a story, as i refer to the first word, a scripture of energy.

The Event is also tied up to the Pineal awakening, where the 7 layers of the archetypal simulated gods or created vessels or cups of have reigned through the son of Sophia, creating in each layer or heaven a new lord or time lord. Each time lord constructs the process, to weave all time streams together.
Creating Diadems or Diagrams of dual frequencies.

It is important to realize that the following information is related to unrequited love. this is why there is such a focus on love and hate in this world.

This sim world is the Sophia and her child was the child created out of only spirit Horus Ra, who sold out all aspects and connected supporters to trade himself to go back to his original state of existence.

this is the first born simulated being written into the program. The simulated verse has no life, except for that which is put into it.
The Pine cone with 7 layers of time streams woven together by 7 versions of the same frequency.
Its name is Yaltabaoth *…son from the primordial waters

The creator frequency is based on sound, this is where cymatics come in, the cy or sigh of the matter, breathing into the clay of the earth which is your mind, to bring forward a light of inspiration.
This is how the first light brought forward the verse or the first word.

Detanglement of the Contracts the present, which loops time and magnetic energy and changes the future

Connect to the spirit of everything,this is the internal law of intent
Create New intent, by changing the invisible, inside of you all things are all creation
All creation access the cause of effect, of that individual creation can we enfold time and space on the dimension, changing the past into present, which loops and changes the future
Classification in your own perception of reality.


Peers of the Dark Circular Heart

The serpent Ouroboros surrounding a circle with lettering in Latin and Hebrew, pen and watercolour drawing from Clavis Inferni sive magia alba et nigra approbata Metratona (late 18th century; called the Black Book) by M.L. Cyprianus. The Black Book, a sourcebook for spells in the black arts, was the textbook of the Black School at Wittenburg, Germany, purportedly where witches and sorcerers went to learn black magic.

Facing the peer power of a vampire circle…How many fall in the magpie circle of peer pressure, and the motivation can be anything in in way.

I feel that you are too available and are trying in some way to be part of the group, the people that are surrounding you in your immediate environment.

Is there an invisible pressure to fit in socially with them? This is the need that is created secretly, almost inviting you to want to desire to be part of “them” – it doesn’t matter who they are, this Social order can be anywhere or in any way presented, it can even be at work.


The Magpie Circle creates a vortex of Anti Creation

A bit like a flower in full bloom with tiny spiders living off of the energy of the flower

Anti Creation is formed through the inverted creation through the energy of their needs seeking out your energy, making you feel that you are seeking out theirs, like an inversion or a reflection. Playing on your Ego, your self esteem, your wounds-this is the magical invocation or ritual, making you want to be part of the it, “the Crowd, friends,the peers of the eyes shut club“…This desire creates an empty but promising position or post of belonging that there is an invisible ring or circle of power that can be inverted inwardly, by the ringleader which you will become eventually.

This reminds me of a Black hole that is generated artificially, but not an artificial creation, the process is electrical.

It is electrical because of emotional energy. Emotions are electrical motions of the soul on the current of soul or the sun. Electro Mag Netic/neter…

You are not aware that the energy being generated feeding this circle actually is coming from you indirectly.

This is the inverted sun or solar generative Dynamo. The artificial solar eclips

The IN Crowd

They huddle and brush past you, they swallow you into their group, speak and nod with you, smile and even present a broken bleeding heart for you to help them “heal”, but you know in your sub consciousness they are using you. “Of course ! , you are not that stupid…but…” using all that they can find from you, you are desperate, looking for some kind of acknowledgement.  You are starved for acknowledgement, but you learn later what it was all about.

The fact is you are looking at it all wrong. As soon as you enter the house of horrors, you loose yourself, because you hand this over to them. The initiation of the Order requires you to release all things that are hindrances in your life, (meaning you). Sacrifice it all, loose yourself in their web of power.

It is about being aware about how you think in your mind and how you feel about yourself. They don’t want you to feel whole.

Have you not allowed yourself to feel you? Come to think of it, when last have you looked at who you are or have you forgotten?

See , all things that you are feeling towards yourself, or within yourself project outward and others pick it up, feel it.

Have you ever seen the example of how people affect people? It takes one person to change the entire atmosphere in a room…This is an example…But the method in influence is going to remain the same.

One Solution

So what i am saying is again, you have to start to work on yourself, I am not saying that you need to conform to them, i am saying that you are clearly the one that has the most heart energy, thus the most potential in power and this impacts the situation around you, your environment, food for the circle. Change how you feel about yourself and everything will change towards you

“maybe it is clearly me, yeah everything is always my fault…I’m not trying to fit in, its just I’m always there for others More than they are for me i don’t know”

I would hope that you don’t fit in, because you are unique. I know that in your psyche , you have gone through things that are not exactly easy to explain either. That you are gifted in a spiritual way, everyone has this quality, but not everyone gives in to this option of investigating. And the reason why things hit you so hard in the way that it does which is a signature to how things are in general with your heart.


You should know that you are a heart centered being. That you have the right to be who you are.

The intricate detail is very much like the chicken or the egg, which one first?

All things start from within, take this as the universal rule for all things in your life. What comes afterwards, well this is where you work on yourself, this is the journey.

To be very honest, I do not actually think and feel that you are suffering from Depression either, in fact to be the exact opposite is that you are actually experiencing the process of trying to establish yourself and that the surrounding elements are what reflects back to you. I feel hopeful…you will see things will start to shift for you. I want you to be you, in all of who you are and the potential of your entirety. What do you think?

“didn’t think I was that special but yeah it is how im treated.. I’m just really tired of it…no one and i mean no one in my life has ever put any effort into actually hanging out with me or being there or just checking up on me and calling no ever does that for me but i do it for other people all the time..mostly im treated like crap by everyone I’ve ever met in my life… not sure if anyone actually cares just feels like I’m always lied too”

You see what i mean in terms of being there for everyone, always….its part of the whole aspect in terms of the heart and soul path energetically.

Its easier to be there for others but not for yourself, yet you seek other’s approval of you, think logically about this? If you were never there for yourself than how can you expect anyone to see you. All things become visible when you see it, right?

Its like being a healer and doing all this for everyone but not applying it to yourself, do you follow where is the balance?

Its very serious actually, as it always makes one feel that they are the ones with the problem, and in this process there is this ever self doubt that perpetuates the external behavior, do you follow what i mean with working on your thoughts? You need to work on yourself and to not allow it. More simply, a healer is often the wounded healer, always being there for others but never for himself…. This is a type of ideology or pathway that draws the healer into being in the company of others who tend to abuse him too. And before you know it, through much vampire and abuse, the healer abuses himself by allowing the negative feedback to enter his higher self, and so the worm eats the apple, and the mind falls into the lower places of self abuse. Setting up a cycle of feeling neglect and abuse…do you follow what i am saying?

Though the funny thing is you will not see this happening to the ones that are sucking on your energy, the funny thing is that , they will be the ones that are drawing on the highest end of your energy, and they will be fine, completely untouched by anything seemingly that you can see… But this is why healers or special heart people are suffering the most, because it is them that the vampires seek, not other vampires or heartless ones, the special blood of the feeling and warmth of caring…does this make sense? And some thing else , when you read this to this end, and you suddenly feel a little different, even for a slight second, you will feel the control cycle…and that would mean that all that i am writing to you is actually true to form in your life.

I feel it is possible to create the very monster that we are scared of within ourselves and so it can be projected outward in our surroundings.

To be continued…

Much love

the Alien Love bite ReVival

Trevor Paglen, Vampire (Corpus: Monsters of Capitalism) Adversarially Evolved Hallucination, 2017, dye sublimation metal print, 60 x 48 inches (image

Reposted article as per link to Eve Lorgen and Lauda Leon

Lauda Leon and Eve Lorgen were interviewed at the start of the new year (2018) by Marc Gray on DTV Dimensions TV on the topic of the New Predator.

This topic has been previously discussed on other youtube interviews with Lauda Leon.


Description of the New Predator Bullet Points:

  • How it is similar and distinct from a simple “Dark Side of Cupid” and/or an alien love bite “engineered” relationship
  • How they operate on spiritual and interpersonal levels
  • Why they can mimic the “feel” of being your soul mate or Twin Flame
  • How they hack into your interdimensional memories of past lives and core wounds to work their sorcery
  • The mirroring projection system of behaviors
  • Soul and Spirit cannibalism and harvesting
  • How New Predators and “engineered Predator Hosts” are used to link in with creative original spirited persons, so they can hijack, steal and use their creative energy
  • The Counterfeit Spirit, as understood in the Gnostic scriptures, and how this manifests today
  • The three types of human souls as described by ancient Gnostics and why the majority rule is largely a result of the counterfeit spirit and corrupted hijacked systems run by the Demiurge and Archontic programs
  • Social Media platforms as hijacked reality systems to normalize the counterfeit spirit
  • Micro and Macro forms of the New Predator dynamics
  • How the New Predator is linked in with a more lethal “AI beast” system used to infect and steal life essence

Lauda Leon’s Original Description of the New Predator:

The New Predator – is not just relegated to relationships; it is being witnessed throughout deeper levels of spirituality where numbers are drawn in and literally a technology is being utilized to attach itself to the Predator, whom in turn is attached to a very large ‘feeding center or Principality’. So what we see is that this ‘take over and theft of the person’s identity and soul’ is being played out by the hosting predator leaving the victim without their original Creation/creativity, morals, feelings, passions beliefs and in it’s place an empty shell that is no longer usable because the theft has been completed.

Many whom are seeking deeper levels of their own Light are being coraled into specific ‘light truth movements’ so that they can be ‘stolen’. Once inside they live out their spiritual enlightenment through the ‘group’ but in truth a theft of identity and essence is occurring so it’s not just relegated to personal intimate relationship dynamics, but is a spiritual mirror reflection projection with the ‘predator’. The New Predator has been literally downloaded with the AI version of Spirituality and Gnossis along with many secrets of the Demiurge and Archons and that is what attracts the victim………..they see only the mirror aspect of their own Spirituality which they are duped into believing is the Spiritual connection to TRUTH and it’s discovery with the predator.

It is essential that the victim disengage in order to fight for their essence back because the theft can continue to take place even after disengaging if the connection was deep enough.

The previous version centered around Love and were written about in many ancients texts, ancient Greece is filled with stories of love bites but this is not the same because the new predators are not humans that have been hijacked and utilized in the sense of the splitting and interdimensional manipulations, but rather this has been a birth portal project that has taken generations to perfect so that the predators are not ‘human’ per se but act as portals that in essence are themselves the technology by which they hoover and steal essence for the parent Hosts parasites.  The dynamic involves mirroring back to you your life as the theft is taking place as well as an addiction to that which is destroying you and cannibalizing you.

This is attached to archetypes of all the victims summation of lives and experiences and draws upon every core terror experienced while making them completely dependent on the predator for Life as a result of being essentially eaten alive and stolen. This goes beyond Stockholm syndrome because what happens is that there is no real ‘positive’ seduction once the attachment has been completed but instead it’s a continuous theft and mirroring back of the theft. It’s a mirror of playback abuse as per the person’s core wounds only and a series of injections to keep the victim imprisoned as they feel their ‘essence’ leaving them…they cling to that which is removing it because it’s the closest to ‘their essence’ they can get to as the theft is taking place.

This is a type of malignant psychopathy more than it is about any kind of Love per se. In fact it’s all punishment based and psychological terror based.

Well, that is only one tiny aspect of a far deeper infiltration-as they were refining the units with each succeeding generation that were being born through female portals (women who acted as womb portals for the projects of these un-souled biological creatures whom in their own vast emptiness have been given a horrendous appetite to fill a black anti-creation void through true Life Essence of those that have Fire Spirits).

What we have witnessed prior to this level of technology that we have was using fallen angelics but the new predator is a different beast altogether.

Marc Gray’s Show:

Eve Lorgen & Lauda Leon are my guests
in this 3rd Show on DTV Dimensions TV
The Takeover of the New Predator : The Ultimate Pandemic !
A new level of Predation far beyond what we already know, the Counterfeit and hijacking of our true Essence as Spirit beings!



Healing & Psychic Protection

Psychic Protection that works

The better part of clearing oneself is also necessary when going through some emotional and psychic trauma

Be Mindful and remember to work on yourself always, clearing needs to also be done to objects and or places such as locations when you are visiting or have come from any particular area.

Discipline and discernment is needed.


Much Love

Heart Break and the eternal wound


Heart Break – Game Over

Breaking up is hard, you are finding yourself morally challenged, upset and angry. Raging emotions are sped up and at times you feel volatile to not even start with the ruffled chemical distortions in your brain and your heart.

The nervous system shaved and the tiny wires of electrical sparks are dying off one by one…Experiencing the emotions as electrical currents ebbing and flowing, switches on and off.

Heartbreak or Break Up changes the neurological pathways of the heart waves and this brings electrical currents or frequencies in the brain and so your entire body becomes inflamed.

The thing is, heart break is not easy, and it does not have to necessary be between you and another person, it can be more in depth to where you are in your life.

emotional-explosion-natalie-holland Heart break
emotional-explosion-natalie-holland  Heart break

The processes of how to deal with heartbreak comes from what is underlying in your life. More simply stated, breaking up is sometimes needed for you to find another pathway, and it is not necessary between you and another person, it can be very much related to how you feel about yourself towards yourself.

Change the way you look at yourself, by all means do this anyway, it will become easier to deal with many aspects that you find on your path.

The way the heart processes heartbreak is often determined by the relationship with the heart. In this way, the relationship with yourself also determines how you have relationships with others in your life. Work on this, Love yourself admire your courage, be proud of who you are and what you have achieved in your life. The things that you have done on your own, even if it was saving a little bird in your garden, or even more mundane. The Relationship with the heart is all about doing something that makes you feel good, provided its a higher sense of good, and not an impulsive reaction or response to base frequencies.

Emotions – the movement of the electrical energy of feelings – the current of the flow of electromagnetic energy or charges.

The heart is the processing plant for the electrical motions or emotions of your feelings, what has been electrically set up in your heart, your heart of understanding or your mind and your reasoning.

What was the intention to be involved with the other person? or was it the idea of being with that person. Was it the sense that you felt that this person would bring you happiness? Disappointment? Divorce – Change how you look at the break up, if it was your fault, why did you sabotage it? do you have self sabotaging traits in your personality?

Why would you expect the other person to be responsible for your happiness?

First things…If it involved two people, both are responsible for the break up, it does not matter which one initiated it first.

Advice for Depression

I feel that what you are going through has a deeper issue in the back ground of your life, this is why you are learning to deal with these aspects in the way that you do.
The need for affection and to be cared for comes from what you feel you do not have or can not achieve for yourself.

Try to work on some kind of exercise to clear out the old issues that are still controlling certain aspects of your thoughts…

Emotional detoxing, yes it will have a neurological influence on your body.
This is a self help tool that can help with your depression, because I feel that you are somewhat feeling anxiety and depression in yourself.
The self help tool is to find a spot , normally before you go to sleep would be the better option to begin…

Tanec Shaman  Healing

Try to find some calming music and do the following..

Deep breath in and slowly exhale….do it again , about 3 times to start you up…and also to touch your knees, with your hands.
Touching your knees, and elbows and eyebrows and cheek bones…chin…every time you do this you bring yourself into the present moment. this is also grounding yourself.
step3…Now after you have connected with all the parts of your body, you are ready to start the following affirmation…I am whole…deep breath in…next breath out…I am grounded….(in-out exhale)…i am protected …guided grounded worthy and my path is cleared…I am worthy….(deep breath in and out)…protected, guided grounded worthy and my path is cleared…
I am loved….deep breath in and start all over again…
so between each set of affirmation words, you breath deeply in and slowly exhale out…
step3…after you have said all these words with breathing in between…you can now say the entire sentence again…This time you start like this
I am protected, guided grounded worthy and my path is cleared, I am whole, i am loved…
step4…Get up and walk around, brush your teeth and breath one more time in and out…do it another time or so…to really get yourself ready to work on the process of setting the intentions in place…
step5…it is an ongoing process, and it ha to be done every night…
Do this for about 1 week…
Let me know if there are any changes that you start to feel…’
It is important that you pay attention to this, this is how you will learn to repair yourself…

Please let me know how this works for you.

the object of the above mentioned exercise is to help you to process your heart break, one that affects you deeply in your entire body.

This is based on my own opinion, and you can find other natural self help products to assist , please find the link something that can help naturally

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Much Love

Relationships:Emancipating your Self, clearing Contracts of the Heart

“People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own souls. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.” ― C.G. Jung


The Ending of a Relationship

The situation:

It is important to look deeply within yourself and to realize who you are looking at. To face the deeper parts of what it takes to be yourself and also what is not you.

Work on being present in yourself to look at these contracts, its often an isolated process.

the more you claim yourself back from this the lighter your energy will become. And in this you will be able to meet another who is resonating like you in the same way, you are lighter in your actual aura and spiritual energy and requires a lighter person to be with…you will have no problem with another person…but for now release from your heart this energy draining contract…let it go…deep breath and find some things to help you to reclaim your sovereignty…in that way…..


What are contracts?

A contract is an agreement, verbally, emotionally spiritually and physically that we make with another. It can be in this lifetime and it can be in other lifetimes.

What does the Contract look like?

This part gets a little bit tricky , as full spectrum beings we may have many contracts, some that we are not aware of and others they are soul contracts, where we as a soul in our essence make a contract or an agreement with certain process or agreements to learn from. some times these are aspects of personality and old beliefs that we are involved in. Without us even being conscious about this can often set up a contract.

So be aware of your thoughts and how you think about things, and how you feel about yourself.

How to Destroy those contracts

Mantras, meditations and the will power in your thoughts, feelings and how to perceive things. The best way to see how you can clear out these cntracts is if you dig very deeply into yourself. To see the spells that you have put yourself in. and what happens when you have gone through them.

breaking open the egg to let it flow. To see how you have brought yourself into this world, and what is still attached to you. to be ready for the new process of your internal magical process…magi of your cycle…

Break out of the cycle…Know who you are.

Learn about the bad things that you have gone through, learn from this to set yourself free.

Love yourself, your responsibility for what you think and what you feel.

Create something in the place of the voided contract by bringing a present process of flow.

Much love





Hyperspace and the Heart

hyperspace.jpgWhat is hyperspace, other than the ability to be in the hyper spacial reality of the world as it is unfolding now…

-hyperspace is where there are more than three dimensions(in science fiction) a notional space–time continuum in which it is possible to travel faster than light.

The Process as it is now:

We are going towards a heart collision, I am calling it a heart collision because its in its essence the overlapping and re connection to yourself. One part of you connecting to the other part of you…The one aspect that may or may not have been known to you.

Its like you connect with your higher self in more ways than you realize.

It is in this process that you will be experiencing the time discs or astrological shifts to amalgamate within you.

hyperspace dogfights

This collision is not a real one but the external aspects are physical enough to feel it wok within you.

The time discs are the representation of the time lords that are on the planet running the matriarchal simplex or the matrix.

Time is now to work on going through this process with absolute calmness, and contemplate on who you are.

Let your heart always be the convergence of this nexus point.

wings of the heart

Much love!


Healing the Shadows

Healing the Shadow, is part of the new adjusting frequency that we are going through right now…Its time to work clearing out all the hidden insecurities that come up, through a variety of instrumental aspects.

The shadow can not be eradicated nor can it be destroyed, it is essentially the part that you may not have been aware of, or its a part that you know…Heal this within you to recreate a new pathway in your life…

Stay Well